For a few days. Or weeks, maybe. She could then launch her master plan and not worry about suspicions.
She's sure he knows. She pretends to be on a "normal" diet, so she has to eat sometimes. She tells him she can't eat in the evening, that it's all part of her plan. To make it more believable, she stuffs a forkful of risotto she's cooking into her mouth when he's watching. Then she puts some of it away - "for lunch". Most of it will land in the rubbish bin anyway, her lunch today will be air. She hates wasting food, but she hates being fat more.
She went to the gym yesterday - good to be back. She's going again this morning. What's the point in sitting at home and doing nothing in particular? Why should she choose staring blankly at the computer screen, if she can stare at the treadmill screen?
No loss today, but no gain either. She wasn't hungry enough when she went to bed. But that will change today. She'll see to it.
About the fried chicken wings, he wouldn't be offended if I only ate one.. it was just that one] I love Hooters' chicken.. it's like a weakness and I knew they were going so like a dumb ass I told them to bring me back some wings and they brought me back like 8 cuz my bf remembers how much I ate on my bf last year when I was a fat ass.
ReplyDelete2.. eating one.. is possible I know it is.. but avoiding them altogether would have been easier..
he probably would have been mad that I only ate one because they paid for extra and I would just have wasted them, so I ate them in front of him and his bro [who paid for them] and felt like shit after. I'm doing a lot better though. I'm 168.9 and I'm gonna go down. I only had 550 cals today and I ran! I'm looking forward to the scale tomorrow cuz I know I lost more.
Keep commenting like that though.. I like that you questioned my bad decision.. it keeps me on my toes and ready for my next temptation.. that way I'm prepared and I'll think about it before I act on a craving.
Thanks :)